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Enemy by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Love Her by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Love Her

for her tear stained cheeks are no longer evident it has become the norm the visions of her pain are fading fast must bring them back make them see these battles she fights with no one but herself conquering her thoughts haning on to life she tries to push away but how can you avoid your mind and close your heart shes an open wound thats too small to even be noticed all she needs is to be noticed to be held to be loved please just love her

Then by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Then

the thoughts are never ending they're filling up my mind i can't escape them no button to press that says rewind its the same old story stuck on repeat please help me to find the sanity i used to know i've forgotten what it used to feel like oh so long ago back when things made sense when life didn't seem like a waste of time and feeling was something i had and not some horrible crime please take me to the days when i could see clearly no obstructions of view i beg with a bleeding heart return to then return to when i had you

Cracks by cantseepastthepain, literature

Painted Black by cantseepastthepain, literature

where have you gone by cantseepastthepain, literature

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where have you gone

Sitting here Drowning out the words you say They hold no importance Please just go away I can't take Your painful tainting I might just break You're not moving fast enough Run, run, run Get out of here Don't make me use this gun The one that shatters All my hopes and dreams And kills all Your evil schemes I'm losing my grip It's slipping Through my fingertips It hits the ground And suddenly I look around Where am I I realize you are gone And simply begin to cry

Should Have Been by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Should Have Been

The girl I should have been Carries a look of confidence She looks so pure and beautiful The girl I should have been Always excels in everything she does She pleases everyone The girl I should have been Always says, "Whenever a door closes, A window opens." The girl I should have been Is content and happy She has everything The girl I should have been Doesn't know what i know She never learned about the world.

Weak and Strong by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Weak and Strong

I am weak and strong I wonder what it all means I hear the sound of my world falling apart I see the walls closing in I want to break free I am weak and strong I pretend to be perfectly happy I feel the dark encompassing me I touch the hope of getting through I worry this is the point of no return I cry for all the hard times I am weak and strong I understand I must keep going I say its not always rainbows and butterflies I dream of the happiness that lies ahead I try to keep the future in mind I hope i can make it through these trying times I am weak and strong

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Nothing But Me by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Nothing But Me

The clock slowly turns. Minutes turn to hours. The numbers mean nothing To me anymore. Time doesn't matter When every day's the same. Just slowly fades away Into a painful past. I spend every second Dreading the next. What is there to come? What else could go wrong? Sit on my bed, Tear stained cheeks. Can't lie down Because my pillow is too wet. I look around me. What is all this? What does it mean? Why can't i breathe? Bring to me The tranquility of sleep, Because in my dreams There is nothing but me.

Crash and Burn by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Me or You by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Me or You

I dont know Who to be mad at. Me or you? I'm mad at myself For giving in so easy, But you for not caring Whether i did or not. I'm mad at myself For letting you Do this to me, But you for doing it And not seeing How much it hurts. I'm mad myself for caring like i do, But you for taking it And never giving back. I'm mad at myself For needing you, But you for never Needing ma at all. I'm crying my eyes out, And how i wish I could just understand you.

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The Mirror by goodcharlottegirl, literature

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The Mirror

The girl with the tear sits right there she sits and crys everyday and every night who is this girl....i always ask as i look through the thing that appears to be glass the girl is hurt...she is hurt bad she lost the love that she once had i keep looking the girl grabs a knife i jump through the glass to save her life it shatters i hit the floor the glass wasnt really glass it was something more it had a reflection what could it be the girl that i saw the girl was me.

You Killed Me by goodcharlottegirl, literature

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You Killed Me

i wish i hated you, you know if i did, i would have wanted you to go i wish you were stupid, i wish you were dumb if you were an idiot, i wouldnt feel numb but you are so perfect, damn it!! why? youre so perfect being without you makes me die you think im alive, but im not inside everything to me is dead because you are perfect thats what i said you are all i dream about when im in bed stop being my world stop making me cry if you wouldnt have killed me sweetheart, i wouldnt have died

Memory by goodcharlottegirl, literature

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Memory

i looked at your picture and it brought back memories it reminded me how much i love you and i wish that you could see i found an old work schedule you higlighed mine in pink you wrote my name and drew a heart it made a memory i still have that work schedule i have everything i dont want to forget all my vivid memories i packed away a pink rose the first flower you ever gave me i saved it with a plastic bag i saved that memory everythings packed away now in a box where memories are kept its shut and stored in a safe place to look at if i ever were to forget if i ever forget how much i love you ill pull out my box ill

Love Yourself by daeken, literature

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Love Yourself

Blade in hand I'm cutting through the veins Cutting through the pain That surrounds my hollow soul And makes me so desperate for help That no one can give... To be overlooked By one I love One I thought loved me Drives me to my breaking point And makes me question everything Except my feelings... But in the end It doesn't matter to her Doesn't matter to anyone When all I've done Is tried to feel again And I get hurt... But it'd all be worth it to just know that she loves me And to know that she still cares... Because I need someone there that does Because I don't love myself anymore... Why w

Suicide Victim by daeken, literature

Lost and Alone by bleeding-angel666, literature

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Lost and Alone

Lost and Alone When I was with you I was happy, I was me I thought maybe my dreams could come true You love me as much as I loved you, never to be alone But that's all it ever was, a dream I learnt dreams never come true All the light has gone from my life All that is left is darkness and pain Things can never be the same Cause without you I am lost and alone I cant move on, im stuck in the past Hoping it wont be the last The last time I hear your voice telling me that you care And that you will always be there All the light has gone from my life All that is left is darkness and pain Things can never be the same Cause withou

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Fragile by cantseepastthepain, literature

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: lost in reality
Favourite genre of music: rock, any kind
Personal Quote: It's not always rainbows and butterflies

Favourite Movies

Save the Last Dance or Moulin Rouge

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Format, Dave Matthews Band, Nate Nelson, Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182, TONS of others...

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dance, poetry, photography, music

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cantseepastthepain

Sep 13, 2005

yep

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so, i probably should have spread out the things i just submitted but i got so excited that i had stuff to submit and submitted it all. so, yea. sorry if theres not much for a little while. hope you like the stuff i submitted today! <3 Katie

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cantseepastthepain

Aug 26, 2005

gahh! (contains poem)

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ok, well, for the past three days ive been tring to submit this poem that i wrote, but for some reason i cant get past step two of the submition process. if anyone has any suggestions on how to fix that, PLEASE help me, because i would really like to be able to that. anyways, im putting my poem on here because i like it and i want people to read it. so i guess just leave comments for the poem and how to get my thing working again. thanks. =D Sitting here Drowning out the words you say They hold no importance Please just go away I can't take Your painful tainting I might just break You're not moving fast enough Run, run, run Get ou

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cantseepastthepain

Aug 18, 2005

i wrote stuff!

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yea, so i had to write two poems the other day for my lit class. and i actually like them! i was really pissed at first cause they were formatted poems and im normally not very good at formulated poems, but they turned out pretty good, in my opinion. my teacher read one of them to the class today. thank god she kept it anonymous. like, i liked it and i dont really mind people reading it, but its just that it was kind of dark/deep and not many people know that saide of me. but w/e. i liked it and my teacher liked it, so its all good. ok, well, laters.

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invisibleHero

Jan 31, 2008

this is my old account.

Now i am here

DarkLinks-Chick

Nov 28, 2007

Hello^^ i just became devianart also^^ welcome and keep up the really good poams really like them^^

dutchshun

Nov 2, 2005

BEAUTIFUL Gallery!

wishing well
coins desire
dreams ripple ~

Fallen-Mind

Oct 4, 2005

Hey katie!

cantseepastthepain

Oct 11, 2005

hey! sorry ive been kind of gone lately. things have been busy.

Fuchtherezer

Sep 13, 2005

Hmmm on my 2 1/2 years on dev art Ive come to know about 20 female poets but only 2 male poets. I guess us guys must have problems expressing our selves. Great gallery.

cantseepastthepain

Sep 14, 2005

aww, thats the beauty of guy poets. thanks. glad you like it.