<3 Katie


Enemyi'm everything i wish i wasn't constantly at battle with no one but the one inside of me scary is the thought of what others see do they see what i feel what i am or do they see the truth while i'm sitting here knowing nothing nothing at all why can't i succeed in what i try i am my own worst enemyEnemy


I Knowi know now why it hurts so much to see you like this its because no matter what i do i can't make you happy...I Know


Love Herfor her tear stained cheeks are no longer evident it has become the norm the visions of her pain are fading fast must bring them back make them see these battles she fights with no one but herself conquering her thoughts haning on to life she tries to push away but how can you avoid your mind and close your heart shes an open wound thats too small to even be noticed all she needs is to be noticed to be held to be loved please just love herLove Her


Thenthe thoughts are never ending they're filling up my mind i can't escape them no button to press that says rewind its the same old story stuck on repeat please help me to find the sanity i used to know i've forgotten what it used to feel like oh so long ago back when things made sense when life didn't seem like a waste of time and feeling was something i had and not some horrible crime please take me to the days when i could see clearly no obstructions of viewThen


The MirrorThe girl with the tear sits right there she sits and crys everyday and every night who is this girl....i always ask as i look through the thingThe Mirror
that appears to be glass the girl is hurt...she is hurt bad she lost the love that she once had i keep looking the girl grabs a knife i jump through the glass to save her life it shatters
i hit the floor
the glass wasnt really glass it was something more it had a reflection what could it be the girl that i saw
the girl was me.


You Killed Mei wish i hated you, you knowYou Killed Me
if i did, i would have wanted you to go i wish you were stupid, i wish you were dumb if you were an idiot, i wouldnt feel numb but you are so perfect,
damn it!! why? youre so perfect being without you makes me die you think im alive, but im not inside everything to me is dead because you are perfect thats what i said
you are all i dream about
when im in bed stop being my world stop making me cry if you wouldnt have killed me sweetheart,
i wouldnt have died
this is my old account.
Now i am here
wishing well
coins desire
dreams ripple ~
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wishing well
coins desire
dreams ripple
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Katie
* is Deviously Deviant
* is Female
* is a deviant since May 19, 2005, 1:14 AM
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* is located in United States
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<3 Katie
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